nathan blackstock

hmm...

this is actually quite interseting

and at the same time

it makes me feel guilty.

nathan wrote me a love letter.

and in that letter

he asked me out

...again...

i really don't know what to do

he's not over me

obviously

but i'm really over him

that's why i broke up with him

and cheated on him twice

could he not take a hint?

that i wasn't "feeling it"?

he never kept the flame going

and i got bored with him

he took me for granted

and our relationship plateaued

then went downhill

i really do still care about him,

but not in the way that i want to be with him

when we were dating

he gave me a promise ring

that when i graduated

he would propose to me

and we would get married

......

i can tell you now

NOT GOING TO HAPPEN

so,

without further ado,

here's the letter

"the letter that was to late"

you once wrote me a letter, and i never wrote you back until now. ever since we broke up my life hasn't been the same something has changed about me. i didn't care about anything in this world, i started going to more parties, and staying out late. then i meet a girl that reminded me of you. a couple of weeks went by and i thought i was over you. till we went to a party and her ex came up and hit her. enraged by this i got up and fought with this guy, and said "if i ever see you around kaitlyn again i'd kill you." but her name wasn't kaitlyn that's when i realized i wasn't over you.

then i was sad during november. cause i remembered that the seventith would of been are one year aniversary. i was going to call you, but it was right after you and garrett broke up. so i didn't want to be the ex that made you feel bad. so here i sit broken heart and this empty shell of a man. writing you a letter that was to late to write. i asked you to brad paisley as a date. hoping to fill that feeling for you again. are prom picture that you gave me still hasn't left my side. i look at it every night. some nights i cry myself to sleep just looking at it.

i would like for you to read these songs like i read yours in your letter.

(insert songs "she's everything" by brad paisley and "sorry" by buckcherry)

that's how i feel what i couldn't say to you face to face so i write it in this letter thats just to late.

so i'm asking you this question one more time time. would you go out with me.

i put all my love and thought in this letter thats to late

love,

nathan blackstock

(all typos were in actual letter)

so yeah...

that's pretty much it

i don't know how the heck i'm going to respond

but if you have any ideas

please let me know

peace

xoxoxo