...so...
this is me
i am def new to this whole blog thing and i think it'd be pretty cool to just have a place that i can write out anyhting i want to without anyone knowing about it
yeah
i don't think
NO ONE
is going to know about my blog
i mean
my bestest of friends will know about it
and
probably some random people that i don't know who are really freaks and like to look at random people's blogs for the fun of it
well, i guess i'll start out describing my current situatuion
i just got out of a pretty deep relationship with my boyfriend about
i don't know
a month or so ago??
maybe shorter
but it sucks
major monkey balls
i can't stop thinking about him
and then i think i'm starting to care about my best friend more than i should
i mean
i've always loved him
in a friendly way
but i think i "love" love him
i mean
yesterday, i like stared at him
wondering what it's be like to be his girlfriend
i wondered if he knew that he means the world to me
that i can't survive without him
i try not to care
try to me myself
but i can't
without my other half
ok
sorry, i didn't mean for this whole thing to be about my sorry ass love life
but that's pretty much MY life
other than boys...
my girlfriends are ok
i guess you could say that
i'm a loser
so this is me
and my naturally
devastating
life
...oh...
trust me
there's more
7 comments:
wow...i had no idea you felt like that i mean its not a bad thing at all..but do you really think your beginning to "love" love me??...bc honestly that would be incredible.
well...
maybe
i might be
i'm still debating on my feelings right now, but if what's going on in my heart is what's going on in my head, then i guess i might...
but like i said
i still have to think about it
;)
well i understand that completely...i definitely know how much you still care about garrett...and i dont want you to rush anything sudden at all..soo yeah lol..this is actually kinda cool considering ive liked you since about the time you and garrett began dating like back in may/june-ish lol
really?
i know garrett kept telling me you liked me the whole time we were dating, like to make me feel guilty or something, but i didn't know it was actually true...
hmmm...
something to think about
(and possibly blog about hehehe)
yeah it was true heh he basically knew the entire time lol i mean its one of those best friend things lol :D
umm...that's kinda weird lol
but yeah..
don't read too into it yet, k?
but...
yeah, just wait :p
heh i know and im not...im still kinda surprised by it all...lol
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